today...!

today...ak kbosann...
hahahaha
xder la...tah lately ni rse mcm alone gle...mmg la sblm ni pon sme....but lately ni lbih terasa kot...~...
btw....sbtu ni....hadoooiiii...hari keusahann....ahkkk...poyonyer ayt ak....!hari koko sudah...nk jgk pnjg2....
npe nn ri tu?bnyk kje weyyhhh!bpi je dah bpe bnyk mknn....bla jring?air plk....adush...!kje2 spe nak buat?bdk pompuan gak?yg kne mrah spe?ak jugak!npe?sbb mke ni je yg sllu tercongok ble kje2 mcm ni...lau ak tercongok n mke?ak jgk yg kne mrh...dak2 lain?.....xder nyer la....bpi akn jual mknn yg pki minyk....adush...!mslh2.....mne nak lri gi msk...mne nak wat air ABC...taun lpas jual air je....xder mknn....mje dah mcm TONGKANG pecah kot...ni plak lau mkn nn air....ABC dgn AIS KRIM GORENG.....stu pns,satu sjuk....spe mkn?gigi tecbut...hahaha...dah leh wat pntun dah ni....btw....dtng je grai kteorgg!!!!!dtng ramai9!!!!!klo kiteorg xckp tgn nak wat...korg wat sndri BUT duit pas kat kte org....hahahaha...ko perlu byr duit bhan jer....yg lainkorg wat sndri...hehehehe...another things psl sbtu nieh....adohai...plning nak clbrte birthdy ida...but....ida dah DUA hri xtgur kteorgg...npe ak sndri pon xtau...dorg dah plning nak bli kek....tggu hri je nak bli n bwk..."plning jahat"tok sbtu dah rncng....but nmpk mcm xnk buat koz mooooodd dy mcm xok.....tah la tgk dyorg la nnt....hope jdi la...koz dis year is our lastz year....so nak wat sgla suprse this year gak la....dah jmput dak2 lme yg ak ingt nak jmput la...yg xterjmput...jmput2 kan la hrikn dri ke skolah kami yer......btw pasl danish....ajk dy jugak....but xtau la kan dy dtng x...but honest ckp...lau dy dtng ak mmg xkn dpt lyn krenh dy koz....1...mama msty akn dtng nn my dad...2..ak bzy gle kat grai...3...sbb ak msih tersa hati...sbb pe?sbb kjdian 12.6.....btw i wait for your invtation weedig card...hope i can "get,touch,read,n go"dah mcm card touch n go plak...be4 i close my eyes....npe ak ckp mcm tu?koz...antra korg prsaan atau x....ak dah btuk more than 1 month...be4 this seterok mne pon ak skit.....only 1 week...pling lme dah tu...itu klo xmkn ubt...but lau ak mkn ubt...dlm mse bpe hri ak dah kebah....but this time....ak dah naik muak nak mkn ubt btok tu...haiyoo..bosan la nak ngadp btol tu....dah la colour hitam....xleh ke ubt btok tu tkr kpada warne pink ker,purple ker...ni x...hitam je mmnjng...mne la ak xbosn....nak tau npe ak nak sgt dpt plkn?sbb ak akn dpt buat check up total....apkne mngene?ok....lately kpla ak syik skit....ble dah skit...tros effect kat mte ak....mte ak mmg dah kbor....ble skit pale....ak mle xleh dok diam....pgg kpla mmnjng....pastu ak start kjap nmpk jp xnmpk....silau?ye jugk kot....ble ak force mte ak tok mlihat?ksn dy?kpla ak skit....sonle ak wat check up nnt?ak dpt la tau....ak skit ape yg sbnrnyer......klo ak ttbe ajk my mama...dy msty mmbebel....so dgn TERPLIHNYER ak tok plkn ni....ak dpt la wat check up.....skng tgh tggu ble kne pggil....hope evryything is ok....haha..*ko hope smua ok ke nabila???*ak dpt cite plkn dis year 6 MONTH....wow...betpa lmenyer ak akn tgglkn umah....agak2 ader org rse x?hahaha....xder la nbila oi...!jgn nak perasaan lbih org nak ingt kat ko...bbboooo...!xtau mlu...!bla la org nak ingt kat ko....org doa ko mmg bla ader la....hadoi ko ni nabila...tnyer soalan lawak kat diri ko sndri plk kan?bongeks.....but kpda yg mmg ingt...terima kasih atas ingtn....=)

tanpa korg berdua sedari

hohoho....today bkk blog dak f4....hohoho...dah bpe kli ak bce post yg sme tu...
but...
tiap kli ak bce...tersntap hati ak...
dpn dy srius nnmpk kuat....but blkng?
upenyr dy mnhn rindu tuuu...!!!hohohohoho....
dy siap tag nme hubby dy kat post...kat skolah?
sorg pon xnk ngaku bercnta!!!
but apepon....tabah kan dri gurl!!!

today...my cold tears drop again....

salam...
hahahaha...cold tears....npe ila kte cold tears?sbb...air mte ila dah sllu sngt mngalir...ila sndri pun dah xtau nak beza yg mne panas yg mne sjuk...
msok today 2 hari ila dpt tau yg ila dpt msok plkn.....tp....ila lom bgtau parent ila smpi la lbih kurng kul 5 ptng td...trun bwh...dgr mcm ader org kat bwh....trun2 mmg.....my dad kat bwh.....scre automatinyer...ila ckp...
dialog antra ank dan bpak...hahaha..
"pak,adik dapat plkn...."
"hah?!adik dpt?"
"haah dpt.."
"errmm....adik nak pgi ker?"
"nak."
"hmmm.terer hang na dik..kakak pon xdpt...hang dpt.."
"(senyum je la)"
.......
dialog dgn mama...
kul 7 mama msok blik...ingt ila tdr....sbb tu mama msok...
"ma.."
"hah pe dia?"
"adik dpt plkn"
"hah?!adik dpt...(cebik muka)"
"dpt kat mner?
"xtau agi....blom di beritahu"
"adik nak peg?(soalan yg sme dgn ayh)"
"nak"
"adik nak pagi??!!mama mngharap adik xnak pegi"
*air mte ak dah start nakjtuh...
"adik nak mama wat kan surat?mama leh wat....smpt agi...tiga bulan tu.."

ila senyap je la....dan2 tu jgk mama kluar....hmmm....ma...kali ni jer....bgi adik kluar.....ok firstly adik ngaku mmg akn ngis nyer la jauh dri mma kan....but smpi ble ma???smpi adik kawin?psl U pun mama siap ckp msok UPNM jer....aduh mma...haish...

mlm kul 9.10....
dialog mama,bpak,nan ila kat meja makn....my dad start dlu,follwed by mama n the end with me....kakak?xder....
"wah adik dpt plkn....terer adik..."
*nada perli...
"sbnrnyer adik msok tu xtde pape pon.....dorg x straigth....smua kne pgi...tp smpi sne spe nak kwad,kawad...xnak sudah....dok tepi"
*ak senyap...tros je mkn nsi xpndng pon both of them....
*adr la dorg story mory pnjg2 xlrt nak cite kat sini...
the n mama ckp...adik nak pgi xkesah klo skdr nak mncba....BUT...kptusan mama tu...xttp...honest ckp...!lgi bpe hari nak gi plkn tu nnt...mesty mama akn pujok agi supaya xpegi.....
hmmm...tah la ma.....adik sndri dah buntu....jgn one daay nnt ttbe mama soh adik hidop sorg2 scre "tibe2"sudah...mmg pensann adik....

ila nabila kecik hati....

salam...
dah bce tjuk atas kan?
siyyezz...mmg kcik hati...per prasaan korg ble mmber yg slme ni...korg tlong,pe semua,cte psl korg kat fb...TEMPAT YG ORNG SMUA BLEH BCE OOOOIIII!!!adush...nak ngs ila bce...ingat n hbis stkt kat skolah je....upernyer dy siap update kat fb kot....

dy ckp ni...
apela naseb aq dpt KAWAN mcm tu.aq xeran pun la pasal bnde tu..ko da dpt da r snyp jela.ape ko ingt sume org suke ke.ape pon AQ TETAP TAK IZIN!!! ko buat..bak kate Eija yaty TRIPLE B..sedar la diri tu skit..

mmg la dy xmntion nme ila....tp yg tau hal ni...bdk2 pompuan klas ila...konfrem akn ader yg tnyer...asl ckp cmtu,aper cte sbnr pe semuakan?....YUP tggpn ila btoll....slain dy tulis kat wall dy,dy saip tlis kat group ex-skbbsp 2....

dy ckp...
PLKN pemusnah persahabatan...!!!!!!

now dy nak slah kan plkn plak....sperti anggpn ila....ader mmber ila tnyer...dak laki....dy tnyer"knpa plak?"
nak tau dy jawp per?

dy jawap...
xnk jwb...tny Eyja yaty or sape2...sakit ati gile babi

mslh nyer n....lau slh ila....dy sllu update kat wall dy....lau slh dy?xder pon ila nk cte kat wall ke aper...ok fine tau la slh ila...tp perlu ke dy crik publisty cmtu???

ok ila cte dri first....
waktu klas sjh td,ckgu bgi hmwork....tp kteorg xwat....mlas....biasa la tu kan...mkin nak spm,mkin mlas....pastu...so ila jln2 kat ppn knyataan klas..nak tgk list nme klas yg ader nom ic....pastu ader la sorg mmbr ila ni dri jauh ckp...ambik nom ic...ila pe lgi...ambik ahk nom dak uh nn agi srng mmber kteorng...sbb bdk yg ckp bnda katt atas ni...dy xtau dy dpt msok plkn or x....dy ckp xnak check...kteorg lau bleh nak tau smua la kan...spe yg dpt dgn spe yg x....pastu mmber ila yg soh ambik nom ic tu ckp..nnt dy akn tlong check kn.....sbb laptp ila XBOLEH bkk web site tu...dah bnyk kali cbe..mmg xbleh...smpi skng....so bdk ni nak check la....pastu ila tlis kat ktas....dak yg ckp bnda kat ats ni...ambik ktas tu n sork kan la....pastu ila pon ingat gurau2 la....gi blik dpn,ambik smula nom ic kat ppn knyttaan tu...dah tu dy ngamuk2 dy ckp...."eah ak ckp xboleh,boleh la"...ok fine la ingat n dy gurau....rupanyer mmng dy mrah,lngsg xberckp.....dy tros lyn mmber2 ila yg lain.....bdk yg nak tlong check kan ni plak bleh plak ckp..."awak ambik nom ------- skli ker?kite so awak ambik nom ic ------- jer..."....jdi agk2....dkt spe yg spttnyer dak uh nak mrah???smpai blik eah xbertgor....smpi2 umah bkk fb,,,tgk2 dy tlis cmtu kat fb...mmg dy xsbt nme,tp agak2 la...maruah kot kau ckp cmtu...ak xder pon cte yg brok2 psl ko...bdk2 fb msty smua dah tnyer eyja ape cter sbnr,....n eyja cte?nme spe yg busuk kat skolah?nme ak kan????ak xpenh cte kat tmpt org ramai ape prngai ko,tp sbb n perkre kcik cmni ko nak hbohkan kat smua tmpt ya org bleh bce....tahniah la...!ak xpernh ungkit wlupon sikit ap yg ak wat tok ko....tp ko?ko busuk2 n nme ak plak...tahniah la untuk kjyan ko busuk n nme ak.....xsmpi bpe mnit yg lpas ni td...mmber ila...eyja tu la...anta msj...."weh ------- pner ader weh"....tgk?lau ila yg nak buat?dy mrah2...lau mmber ila yg lain buat....xder pon dy nak mrah.....
eyja sntiasa up cte psl plkn kat fb,xder pon dy ckp yg eyja tu nak kcoh or aper....tp npe ble ila,nak mrah2....ko x adil...!ko berat sebelh..!='(

*ksedihn ak mkin lme mkin bertndih....untill now both of my parent blom tau yg ak terplih.....tkt nak bgi tau....

hooooiiiii!!!!=='

hoi kau....hah kan dah kne...
adush yai xleh ke dlm sehri ko xwat ak sket hati dgn kau...!

ko smua bnda yg ak wat ko nak ekot n...tah2 blak ak pasni pun ko nak gak.....eah sudah la eh...!ak bosan ko tau x....ko xhbis2 nak ekot ak.....ak BOSAN....ko faham...?!!serik skit la weh!mmntng2 ak xpernh nk bang ko.....ko nak ekot2 ak...mnympah la....td ak nampk ko tlis diari....adush....mnyirap darah ak...!ak ckp ko ekot ak...!tu je jwpn ak...koz mmber2 lain pun nmpk ape yg ak nmpk....setiap ape yg ak ader msty ko nak....tgk la kat fb bpe bnyk kwn ak ko add...npe?sbb ko tkt kalah?wooiii!!!!lemak la tu kan kau...!ak msih jdi kan ko frend ak pun dah kire cukup baik lu tau..!ak dah cukup sbr dgn perngi ko....ape  ko pkir dgn cre ko msg2 ak....ak leh maafkan ko mcm tu jer???helllooo!!!!cube ko pkir blik la.....ape yg ko buat bkn bnda kcik kot....mlibat kan PERASAAN.....ak xtau la kan klo ko XDER PERASAAN kan....ak pduli haperrrr????ko xder nak pkir psl ak....wat aper ak MNYUSAHKAN diri ak tok maafkan kau!...hmbik....!ak dah ckup bersbr dgn ko ko tau x.....sorry tu say la kan.....ak xleh terima kau sbgai kwn ak dah weh....hat ak terlmpau kras tok maafkan kau...!tp tok mse dpn ak xtau...mybe ak maafkan kau....itu terpulang kpda takdir yg mnntukan....tp slgi ak ingat setiap ape yg ko wat....setiap LAKONAN yg ko JAYAKAN tu.....xde pape lah kan.....