today...my cold tears drop again....

salam...
hahahaha...cold tears....npe ila kte cold tears?sbb...air mte ila dah sllu sngt mngalir...ila sndri pun dah xtau nak beza yg mne panas yg mne sjuk...
msok today 2 hari ila dpt tau yg ila dpt msok plkn.....tp....ila lom bgtau parent ila smpi la lbih kurng kul 5 ptng td...trun bwh...dgr mcm ader org kat bwh....trun2 mmg.....my dad kat bwh.....scre automatinyer...ila ckp...
dialog antra ank dan bpak...hahaha..
"pak,adik dapat plkn...."
"hah?!adik dpt?"
"haah dpt.."
"errmm....adik nak pgi ker?"
"nak."
"hmmm.terer hang na dik..kakak pon xdpt...hang dpt.."
"(senyum je la)"
.......
dialog dgn mama...
kul 7 mama msok blik...ingt ila tdr....sbb tu mama msok...
"ma.."
"hah pe dia?"
"adik dpt plkn"
"hah?!adik dpt...(cebik muka)"
"dpt kat mner?
"xtau agi....blom di beritahu"
"adik nak peg?(soalan yg sme dgn ayh)"
"nak"
"adik nak pagi??!!mama mngharap adik xnak pegi"
*air mte ak dah start nakjtuh...
"adik nak mama wat kan surat?mama leh wat....smpt agi...tiga bulan tu.."

ila senyap je la....dan2 tu jgk mama kluar....hmmm....ma...kali ni jer....bgi adik kluar.....ok firstly adik ngaku mmg akn ngis nyer la jauh dri mma kan....but smpi ble ma???smpi adik kawin?psl U pun mama siap ckp msok UPNM jer....aduh mma...haish...

mlm kul 9.10....
dialog mama,bpak,nan ila kat meja makn....my dad start dlu,follwed by mama n the end with me....kakak?xder....
"wah adik dpt plkn....terer adik..."
*nada perli...
"sbnrnyer adik msok tu xtde pape pon.....dorg x straigth....smua kne pgi...tp smpi sne spe nak kwad,kawad...xnak sudah....dok tepi"
*ak senyap...tros je mkn nsi xpndng pon both of them....
*adr la dorg story mory pnjg2 xlrt nak cite kat sini...
the n mama ckp...adik nak pgi xkesah klo skdr nak mncba....BUT...kptusan mama tu...xttp...honest ckp...!lgi bpe hari nak gi plkn tu nnt...mesty mama akn pujok agi supaya xpegi.....
hmmm...tah la ma.....adik sndri dah buntu....jgn one daay nnt ttbe mama soh adik hidop sorg2 scre "tibe2"sudah...mmg pensann adik....