hmmmmmmmm.......

ari tu lau xsilap ak ari senin........cousin ak.....nur nabilah.....bru je kehilngn ayh dy.....adush.....sakit siut....taun ni kte org spm kot.....tau2 dpt berita sedih ni.....skit~.....satu hal agi....ak strest...!prtndingn debat bpe hari je lg.......but ak still xtau nak wat cmner.....ak dah la jenis yg lmbt tngkp.....kang lau lmbt tgkp kne mrah.....hmmmm.....sbtu ni ade jmpe lgi 9pg smpi 4 ptng.....hurm.....xtau la ape akn jd.....yg ak tau....mesty ak asyik kne marah......ak dah ckp dah kat ckgu.....direct ak ckp..."ckgu sye nak trik dri....."

ckgu pndg ak.....tny,npe nak trik dri....?ak xtau nak ckp ape....ak tau ak dah lmbt nk trik dri tp tjok bru dapat kot.....xslah pun ak nak trik dri....lgi pun mmbr ak agi sowg ni......terer ape.....ckgu dah tgk dah pun dy perform ari tu kat kls.....tpckgu trik tok forum......forum lmbt agi kot.....forum xlah ssusah debat...ak stkt dbat nan kwn2 lps la....ni nak kne dpt mngenai fkta....susah kot.....adush.....rse nak ngis lathan td.....tu bru lth dpn junior dah asyik kne tgur je...pas ni lau btol2ltih dpn ckgu nan abg tu cmne?????x ak kne mrah gle??????nan nak gi tndg....ak xde idea nak ckp?????cmne????pas je turun pents kang ak kne marah koz x dapat buat.....honest ak ckp....ak mmg xtau bhs ni cmne....but ble ak tny.....nk explain  kat ak pon mcm nak tnak je.......hurmmmmm........tlong lah....klo ak di beri peluang tok trik dri klo ader peluang tu...ak dah terlmbt nak msok pertndgn ni.....lain lah klo taun lps.....bleh la lgi ak blaja....but now nak blja cmne?????pertndgn bpe hari je lagi.....ya Allah.....xatu nak ckp peagi dah.....tp itu lah hakikt yg sbnr....hrp2 sgt dpt trik dri sblm perbncgn smkin jauh......bg ak peluang tok sertai sesuatu yg dah lme ak tau cre or taktik....xla ak terkial2 nak blja......ak nak msok prtndgn bla jring......nak sgt2......tersgt2...ak nak bls blik aper yg bdk2 skolah lain wat kat ak waktu perlwnan taun 2009 ari tu.....sakit ati beb main pijak2 kaki.....mmg melampau!sbb tu ak nak msok petndingn bla jring ni je taun last ak dpt blas blik aper yg dowg buat.....ak nak KELUAR dri bahs....mama pun kcwa gak ble ak kte ak xjd msok pertndngn tu....ye la mak ak juru latihan bbla jring kat dlm unit mak ak kot....ofkos dy nak anak dy sndri main....xkan nak ajar anak org tp ank sndri x plak kn????AK NAK MSUK BOLA JARING!!!!!!!!tlong la faham ak.....ak xnak bahas~.......susah....susah sgt2 bahas....ak dah try buat....bkn ak xtry.....tp still xbleh.....dah pent dah ak.....tlong la doakn supye ak dpt kuar dri bahas.....ak xsggup n xnak buat.....ak tkt di sbbkan ak.....skolah xpsl2 jatuh blik.....dah be taun skolah ak mng.....tau2 ble ak msok n ttbe kalah cmne?????xharu biru dibuatnye????tolong~