cedey nyer.....
npe????npe aper????
npe ak ttbe melalak.....?
td sngaja ak ckp kat mak ak psl PLKN....sngaja... nak tau respond dy.......ak soh mak ak check kan kat pjbt....but nak tau aper mak ak ckp....
"ala adik xpayah pikir psl tu......adik HABIS spm dlu bru pikr dpt or x....."
haaaaaahhhh!!!!!
dah hbis spm means...PLKN pun dah start...ya Allah...!lau plkn dah start tp ak kne bach yg lmbt xpe la....lau ak kne yg first?????xgle ak nak crik brg.....huh gramnye...ak xla kte ak nak msk PLKN tp ble dah dpt....xslh n klo ak pgi....cre mak ak ckp.....huh!dah tau xkan leh pgi even bnda tu dah di WAJIB kan.....ak ckp kat mak ak lau xpgi nnt polis pggl....mak ak cme ckp.."huh!".....hwa!!!!sdih sgt2.....ak yakin gle yg cuti skolah ni.....ckgu tusyen ckp nak wat study group tdr kat kempus.....!GERENTI....DIJAMIN!!!!xkan bleh pgi....skit ati????mmg la...ak pgi bkn tok ske riang ria raya pun....tok study kottttt.!but~....hmm tah la....somtimes ak rse mcm ak xder my own life...my own style......smua mcm di atur kan....
ak tau dowg nak yg the best...sometimes.....i need some space.....keputusan ak sndri....
antara percye or tidak...ak pnh tny mak ak....antara london nan new zealand...npe org lgi ske london....mak ak ckp kat london ader mcm2.....ak cbe selit kan jgak psl nak smbg study kat luar ngra......tp ak brni JAMIN ag skli...ak xkan dpt pegi....!
nak tau npe ak ckp cmni????
ingat agi x...psl mesir brgolak tu????hah!!!nak tau xaper yg mak ak ckp...."tu la org dah kte smbg jela study kat dlm negra ni xnak,nak gi jugk luar ngra tu...yg dah tentu2 bkn tmpt kte....hujan emas di ngre org hujan btu di ngre sndri".....hurmmm...
that was the another clue dat i cant continue my study out from mybeloved country.....
tau....org tau.....but please gve me some space......i need or i must be an indipendence person with my own decision!
nak tau ak nak continue study kat mner????ak nak continue study kat new zealand....stu2 nye ngra yg mnjdi ssrn ak...but i know!it was just dream......it will nver become true.....~
waktu pmr.....smgt sgt2 ak nak jwp pmr koz ak nak msok MRSM...nak sgt2...nak study nan mmber tnpa ak ader gangguan,or hiburan yg leh wat ak lka....but....mgkin ader hikmah npe ak dpt kputusn pmr yg kurg mlykkn dri aku tok msuk MRSM.....hikmah nye adelah....lau ak dpt kptsn 6 A ke atas....but mak ak xksik msuk....ofcos ak akn kcewa kan...?kcewa gle2 kan???but dgn dpt kputusn ni....ak xleh wat aper...mmg dah trbkti ak xlyk msok MRSM dgn kptsn tu.....hurm....nangis!ak ngis...koz xdpt msok.....koz tu impian ak....ak nak tnjk kat org luar yg sllu ejek ak.....yg ak lyk msuk MRSM but sgalanya telah di tntukan sejak kita di lam kndungn ibu kte agi......dan nak tau x....aper yg pnh brlku,sdg brlaku,dan akn berlaku.....smuanya kte dah stuju sjk kte di dalam kndngan ibu kita termsk la soal jodoh nan mati kite,,,,,!jdi nak xnak ak kne llui jgk nan persetuju yg tlah kita buat ni.....hummmmmm....
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